Shooting Star! Make a Wish~

2007-05-14T14:14:00.000+08:00

I will never be this foolish again.
I felt terrible. =/

My sincerest apologies to the people involved in everything and also for the fact that I didn't do so earlier. Didn't want to show the ugly side of me breaking down and all. Sorry.

Thanks alot for showing me mercy.

I've moved. Please ask me personally if you want the net address. This time it's gonna be protected, to the people i know only.

2007-05-11T09:20:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, I've become pretty convinced that NUS Biz is the way to go. Not to mention that their vibrancy won me over since I attended my first Open House in 2006. Their hostels also damn happenning la. It's either that or SMU Acc switch to SMU Biz in year 2. :/
Does anyone know the cut offs for both the Biz schools? I can hear myself echo-ing in the background but no harm asking right, maybe some random passerby will reply me.

Anyway, on to the pictures! haha.

The set of clothings my mum and myself purchased with Aunty Shireen at Kovan on wednesday. Damn cool. It's of the same design but of different colour! hah. There's this jap shop there, i like their uniform top! costs like 68 bucks, two layered 29 for inside 39 outside. The turn off was that it was strictly no trying. =(
Some stuff from there looks not bad.

Mine's obviously the purplish grey with black stripes, and khaki pants. (( :

My mum forbids me to meet her when we're wearing the same outfit. lol!

Remember I work on the 41st story? =D

The view from my office! I think it's the Marina IR. Way cool. There's another view v nice, overseeing nicoll highway and the ferris wheel, but it's at the meetin room area. Quite retarded to be taking pictures there. And i don't wanna get caught in the act. haha.

The sea view. lol. I think they're building a linkway, a bridge or something!! =)

Didn't take pics with Angeline yesterday. haha super rush, cos we ended work at 6 plus and had to buy tics for a 7pm show at Plaza Sing. Watched spidey!! haha. I LOVE THE EMO BITS. And harry osborne (James Franco), hot. lol. wah, it's worth watching. (( :

This happens to be a photo post so..

A pic of me to end off! hahha. =x

P.S. I'm this close to applying for biz. Seeing for myself the dry nature of accounting, upclose and personal, it seriously scares me. How can I see myself slogging for long hours, facing numbers that have to be tallied everyday. At first, I felt that maybe I could give it a try. But then again, how long will I be able to last in this profession? Even if I don't do accounting, studying it for 3/4 years is bad enough. Furthermore, I heard that once you take up an accounting job, there's no turning back. (assuming you wanna make big bucks.)

Give it some serious thought people, it's not easy at all.

2007-05-10T09:33:00.000+08:00

Guys please take note that I've changed my number to 8268 ****. Ask me for the remaining numbers. LOL. My previous number will still be in use but only until July '07.

Oh yea, my dad suddenly started proposing that I enter NUS biz, or any biz course for the matter. So I guess I've gotta KIV the biz courses when doing my selection..

Gonna edit this post and post up pics later, haha. I went shopping with mum yesterday! =D

2007-05-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

My dearest Angeline has found herself a job, with a super high salary, which will immediately take over her current one (after the contract ends that is). It sounds super cool as well, merchandising assistant. Wha. I WAN. hahah. AHHH! And myself? Still slacking. Hmm. That'll be only 2 weeks of slack inclusive of this week, since the end of the A's. I hope they need another person for the job too, then can work with her at town. Anyone wants to offer me a job at 1.5k a month?! hahaha! URGENTLY NEED A JOB.

I think I shall go explore areas in Singapore that I've never been to. Like the north and the very foreign looking west. If I were to go NTU, that'll most likely be my playground. =D

Thanks for making me feel loved and cherished for two weeks. :)

Birthday Part II

2007-05-03T11:46:00.000+08:00

Thanks Peimun, Qingyun, Pash my citibank supervisor!, Vic, Kangye, Syiq, Ally, 94790865 (sorry, lost my contacts. ahah! :x), my 2 brothers, Jerome, Jason who gave me a pig like soft toy (must post up one day), dotsxz penny, su han, reuben, johnny and jaeyong.

I'm really bad at dealing with shitty situations.
Okay, forget it. Let me continue with the last update. Gonna watch anime cos I haven't been watching for quite some time already.

ANW, Steph! We have a MAJOR problem with regards to communication. Maybe i'm saying things too vividly, my bad. Sorry. :/

These are the beautiful and artistic cards made by JBoy and Steph!! :)

The inside of Steph's card. (2 martini glasses! very chio.)

Flowers for my mum, not mine. hahah.

The top view of the flowers.

The whole packaging for the flowers.

Anyway, it's quite confirmed that I'm gonna get a new number cos I'm switching to starhub. Too bad Singtel, you guys failed to keep up and stay competitive so it's time to move on. Oh yeah, I'll be toggling between 2 numbers till july. A plan with 300 mins talk time, free incoming & 600 smses + Another plan with 200 mins talktime & 360 smses = 500 mins (which makes out to 8h 20 mins) OUTGOING talktime, free incoming & 960 smses for 3 freaking whole months. Anyone wants to volunteer to help me kill some talktime? hahaha. Speaking of time to move on, I'll leave that for some other time.

On a happier note, I'm gonna get a mocha brown nokia n73! finallyyy.. after so long.

Lastly, the B'day girl who does not want to be seen. =(

P.S. Leave a tag if you drop by. This place is getting too quiet. hahaha!

P.P.S. Jerome signed up for friendster!! HAHA. Those of you who know him, please add him! LOL. I can distinctively remember him saying that it was quite dumb and useless to join the friendster community, and he just got himself an account! :/

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
All Good things must come to an end.

2007-05-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hey all!

I had a great night with 2 special people in my life. hah. Pubbing is interesting. :)

Notebook from Prints from Rach, Jas and Jac, Red dates with almonds inside from Israel brought back by Jas and family, A keychain thingy from steph darling and JBoy and an ancient bookmark from Israel made from ancient paper. :)

2007-04-30T13:07:00.001+08:00

I don't want anything now. Leave me alone, period.

Birthday Part I

2007-04-30T10:43:00.000+08:00

lol. It's only 10.44am but I wanna just do a shoutout to all you earlybirds out there who weren't sleeping at midnight last night! hah. Thanks for remembering!! Super touched man. :)

Thanks for the birthday wishes (in no order):
Sivam - Thanks for being number 1, like maybe 3 years in a row? LOL. This is the guy who claims that he's the cute guy staying nearby. Thanks for the tribute on ur blog, nicely done. But, a bit exaggerated don't you think? :)
Angeline - Shopping with her rocks. More shopping trips to come. The planning of HK trip in progress?
Jx - The only one who called on time at exactly midnight, or so he claims. (mine showed that it was 12.07am) hah! and sang a b'day song. heh. loves.
Jas - stayoverr!! we're might be goin to taiwan yes? hahaha.
Jac - thanks for wishing me over 2 mediums, tag and msn. you're one of the earliest!! =D
Ber - Study for SAT la girl. haha.! nearly died working with her. not cos of her. it's cos of the work. Stay blissfully attached yeah. I'm sure you'll. haha.
Eugene (Dunman) - Whoo! He never fails to remember. ((:
Stephie darling - LOVELOVELOVE. I dunno what else to say! Gonna meet her later! woots.
Socks - Thanks for being 1h43mins late. haha! kidding la! meet up again k! My noobie friend @ ClarkeQuay. ((:
JBoy - A PRO. lol. Thanks for the tribute on your blog. hahah! I'm honoured.
SS Ann - Despite being outta contact for almost 6 years, she always smses every year. <3
Fung - Thanks! Gotta meet up with her soon. lol.
Jasl - She's always so busy with poly stuff! ahah. Hope to meet up with her soon.
Erica - ((: I can never thank you enough for the encouragements you showered me with when I was down and out, totally stressed over cca and studies. I'm glad we made it through the toughest of times!
Eugene (s10) - The days during our first 3 months were the best! He's probably the one of the few i remain in contact with. Thanks!
Eugene (My brother's tutor) - LOL. Stay happily attached ah you. Doubt u'll see this though. look at the number of eugenes in my life. Squash captain in MJ also another eugene. wahahha.
Teng - SHE MAKES OUR NIGHTS A WHOLE LOT MORE INTERESTING. i'll get my license soon k! Come find me for squash, anytime babe.
Mel - Just met her. she's damn funny.!! Hopefully we'll get to meet up again.
Hyde - I have not changed. alright? heh..
Pat - Citibank slacker!! haha. thanks!
darren S10 - Enjoying army? haha. =)
Keong - Don't say I'm old. cos you are a year OLDER! haha. thankss!!
Heihachi - The one with quirky ideas. hah. thanks for the wishes. if i had the cash, i'd definately have considered goin Hokkaido. =( anw, thanks for sharing that NEET is actually.. NOT currently engaged in EMPLOYMENT, EDUCATION or TRAINING. we're both NEETs. hurs.
and last but very not the least, (this really came as a surprise) my dad.

omg! he smsed before my mum did! and my mum's usually the one who does this kinda thing. Wah, nearly teared. I think this might be the first time in my entire span of 19 (shit. i'm old. thanks jboy.) years. I'll learn to cherish my dad more and stop taking stuff for granted. It went "Happy Birthday to my dearest daughter - Janice." T.T

Alright. I spent alot of time blogging. Should be getting ready to go out. cya peeps!

2007-04-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

It's no wonder they say that you won't learn to treasure something till you have completely lost it. It feels good to be blogging after almost 2 weeks of absence. I miss blogginggg!! haha. alright. So we've finally bought a new computer, the specs are damn power. I think it can play dota and CS without even lagging a single bit, toggle between the 2 windows within the time frame of less than a split second. ahah. dunno how true that is cos it's been untested YET.

Anyway, working at the expo was a hell of an experience. Totally Dreadful with a capital D. I'm glad that it's all over. The only consolation has to probably be that I've gotten closer to Ber, who has been kinda MIA from my life since after first 3 months. It's great to rekindle close friendships! That woman spends ALOT by the way. hah. Good taste though, like mine. wahahha. =)

Anyway, my second time at MOS was a relatively short one, the music wasn't v good. Maybe it's cos we weren't there long enough or that the timing was such that they didn't play the right music when we were there. But, I think I would have been better off staying at home, perhaps on the phone with a particular person. =D

Okay! At least i managed to give a super duper brief summary of my 2 weeks before the clock strikes 12 today. Might just update the events randomly in future posts, if the thought just surfaces. Don't say I never update before my b'day k! hahah. Tireddd. Gonna take pics of the lovely Prints notebook you peeps gave. THANKS! :)

Btw, i got accepted into all 3 unis, NUS biz, NTU acc, SMU acc. Time to make a choice.

2007-04-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

My life now comprises of SAT books, the home telephone, my dearest friend / colleague / fellow whiner bertina and lotsa research info on the market economies, zooming in on the hair industries of the Asean countries. That pretty much sums up my life.

Know what's surprising!? Even I'm shocked la. Despite being stationed in Changi where there are hardly ANY shops around, I can easily squander 30 to 40 bucks on food (supper and many other miscellaneous food items), an accessory and CAB FARES. Okay, the cab fares are really THE bomb.

These few days I've been out with Ber and one night out with teng. Just being out with these 2 peeps, you'll tend to eat alot, and i mean alottt. That night I was out with teng and we had macs, LARGE fries, choc sundae and a large drink. Then after that we drove to tamp 201 where we had prata and a plate of mee goreng or something. After that we went for the chalet and we were offered somemore drinks and stuff. zz! DIE LA. damnit. I'm gonna go into the uni looking like an elephant.

And ber, we're like all talk and no work done. HAHA. At work, our stupid PLP and excel's like that. Not to mention, we haven't touched our SAT books very much huh!? What's that about studying? Yours looks COMPLETELY new while mine has doggy ears only because I borrowed it from the library and the last guy who borrowed it probably made better use outta the book than I did.

Don't think we're gonna study tomorrow either cos we've got a briefing / interview down at another company. After all that interview crap with the respective unis, I'm finally gonna a qualified interviewer for a company! Wonder how that's gonna be like. I'm gonna be the one who throws crap questions at others! Shiok! hahaha.

Time to mug again. Damn tired, maybe I'll just go sleep. After the call comes that is. HA. =x

2007-04-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for 18 july! hahah.

I went out with teng and stef from s323 last night. As usual, teng drove us to Marina to meet stef and sped at a speed of 100km/h on a stretch of roads in pasir ris. Scary!!! hahahha. Our plan was to sit down at Mac to mug for SAT, but we ended up ordering sundaes, fries and a drink each! Then chit-chat for like half an hour and stef was ready to go. No studying done. And to think I actually lugged 3 thick books thinking that I'll at least cover one book. :/

After that we went to have dinner with stef at 11.30pm at tampines 201 then picked her friend up from the roadside (LOL.) and headed down for their friend's chalet at aloha loyang. Gambled a bit there, then came home at 2am. Teng gave his friend's friends a lift and I think they are ang mohs. I was laughing so hard when even they were terrified of the way teng was speeding! They were like exclaiming holy shit, we have hit 100km/h! Slow down! lol!!

Oh yeah. My parents brought back the new domestic helper yesterday which means that she'll be sleeping in my room henceforth. There goes my privacy. SIAN. In addition, no more late night chats in my room cos shes gotta sleep. zz.

One of the reasons why I wanna go NTU, the hostel - no sharing of room space.

2007-04-13T16:23:00.000+08:00

I spent alot of time memorising sentences and phrases to butter up to the interviewers yet I didn't get the questions that would allow me do so. In addtion, I even forgot to thank the interviewers! Yeah, I ought to pray real hard. :/

So I got over and done with that and I got another call this afternoon, from NTU office of admissions regarding my next interview, also one with the faculty of accountancy. hahah. Quite shocked that I'll have to go for an interview. Sian, competitive year sia.

CONGRATS TO ANGELINE (though i highly doubt that she'll be reading this), who passed her practical test on the first try!! Zai la! 10 pts. woots. I ALSO WAN LICENSE! ((:

2007-04-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

I'M EMPLOYED! ((:

for 2 weeks, nearby expo.

Does anyone know which buses go to expo? From pasir ris? hah.

2007-04-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

Slept at 4.30am last night. Thanks for the 121 minutes of talktime on my mobile phone. Though it's gonna bust the limit for my free talktime, it was worth every second. =D

I NEED FREE INCOMING CALLS. ~~and if I'm a lil greedier, a new N series nokia phone.~~ :/

It's gonna be a sian 2 to 3 weeks. But poor r is gonna be even more sian, and super duper tired today. Sorry!! ahah. Well, won't be updating much I foresee, unless i have alot of night life or somethin. Cos I'll be mugging again, for SAT. I'm taking no chances k, chiong ah!

K la, time to occupy and pack myself with activity after activity in order to kill time. I think I'm gonna write up a to-do-list. haha. Gotta start thinking of the questions that'll be posed to me for tmr's accountancy interview with the SMU profs. zz. Maybe it'll be a leisure chat with lotsa easy peasy questions. Hope they don't whack me with world issues cos I know nuts about what's going on after last year's GP exam. lol.

2007-04-11T09:31:00.000+08:00

2 of my closest friends. 1 dinner. 1 cuppa drink. Things going haywire. (But it has nothin to do with the vodka green tea.) And it's not in my business to be bothered, at all. Called you to see if you're safely home that's all. ((:

I think about Jasmine, she's in egypt/israel for 2 whole ~~uncontactable~~ weeks. I think about Rachel, she's always so busy with her hectic, fully packed schedule. Then I pick up my phone, only to put it down again. Cacoon myself up in bed, blissful. Perhaps I just yearn for someone to listen to me. Though I've got no idea what I'm gonna blabber about, perhaps nothing related to what bothers me but.. damnit la. I've never felt so restricted in my writings before. It's one of those times you just can't put thoughts into words.

Sometimes I wish I was void of feelings, happiness, sadness, sorrow, hurt, bullshit. The irony? I can get very cold blooded. So much so that I'll get very upset and question why I'm treating others like that. I'm an inconsistent person. Fucked up right. Totally.

Gonna get ready to have lunch with dearest aunt. Then, after settling some stuff I'm gonna head home and hit the SATs book. It seems as though all of a sudden, I love the cosyness of my room and I'm not wanting to step out of house/can't wait to get home. Wtf's happening!? Totally not in a mood to go job hunting. Can jobs come lookin for me instead? :/

On a side note, I wanna attend the dunmanband gathering, but can't! =(

I know something yet it's like I know NUTS.

2007-04-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

new playlist up, a mix of chinese songs, english - soul songs, rnb, japanese songs and instrumental - symphonic band songs. spent a good whole day on the computer just listening to music.

regarding steph's post, somehow i feel nostalgic too. i had my fair share of good and bad times in dunmanband. what i recall is the countless sectionals, late night concerts, bbq sessions, chalet, always buying bubble tea and waffle from opposite the school, staying back in the band store almost everyday, despite it being exam period, to fool around when there's no practice. haha. sad to say, many of the bandits went their seperate ways after secondary school. except for the few who made a point to meet up often. zz.

anyways, the experience i had in band will be unforgettable and memorable nevertheless.

oh yeah. i love the christian songs that i posted up. super upbeat and makes u wanna jump, worship and sing praises. ((: hmm. i recommand all of parachute band's, planetshakers, hillsongs, jojo, gareth gates, tanks, kenny g's.. crap. all are nice so i recommand all the songs la! haha. ENJOY.

2007-04-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO! ((:

both brothers are out, parents at work, and thus, since the computer is free, the jobless and unemployed me is here to blog! haha. i just came back from driving in the morn. at last, i'm gonna be learnin some parking next lesson man! yeah. once i learnt that, i'll be able to drive ~~illegally~~ around PLUS park the car. not so noob anymore right. heh. =D

for some reason, the songs from beyonce, akon and usher seem to be ringin in my head. erase the thought if you guys think it's cos of clubbing. it's cos the shops in m'sia, regardless of whether it is those small shops or departmental stores, keep on puttin those tracks on! hahah. i'm serious la. i've heard the shops play irreplaceable at least 8 times in a day. to the left to the left. =x i'm going nutters. lotsa second hand smoke + rnb music = malaysia. doesn't it totally resemble a club? hahah!!

alright, time to blog about the m'sia trip before i.. 1. read today's today. 2. read through my manual driving book. 3. read the four thick SAT books i borrowed from the library today. 4. grab plenty plenty of SLEEP.

m'sia day 1, friday. angeline and myself got there at about 5am in the mornin and slept at 6am till around 10am. it was the first time in my lifeee stayin at a kampong style house in m'sia. usually when i go m'sia it's usually with the gang of 3/4 other families, stayin in a luxurious times square hotel room. not this time. i found out that the rooster is an automated alarm clock, super effective. cos there's no way to silence it unless you kill it! not like those alarm clocks that can be shut off once u hit the button or somethin. so everyday i'll wake up at 6am, toss and turn until it stops its morning call at 7 plus den wake up at 9.30.

anw, we had brunch at some noodle place then shop shop shop. bought about sg100 over bucks worth of stuff. and woo hoo, we got talent scouted by some person from a m'sia modelling agency. super surprising cos we had neither the height nor the looks. whahah. so she left when we told her that we weren't local. before we knew it, it was time for dinner. haha! so it was dinner with angeline's friend at some hong kong cafe there. her friend then sent us back. but before that.. we went to her college! it's just a building actually. not v spectacular. but since she was an arts - dnt student, all her classmates were guys, who kept asking us to stay and to "yam cha" (drink tea/coffee in cantonese) with them. they have a funny way of speaking. hah. i think it's their malaysian accent. but then we still headed back home cos it was so late. and we were exhausted as we didn't sleep much the night before.

m'sia day 2, saturday. we ate brunch at some turkish place in sungei wang. shop shop and shopped somemore. lotsa sales goin on! then we met up with her friend again and she sent us home. though she did ask again if we wanna "yam cha" cos her classmates have been pestering her to bring us over. haha. but again we refused and then went back. well, i learnt that clubbin in m'sia isn't cheaper than sg! it's RM50 exclusive of drinks. :/

after that, angeline's ah yi picked us up and we shifted house to another one. this time more modern. phew. i heaved a heavy sigh of relief. haha! didn't sleep properly that night either. no rooster but *ahem. some people were snorin thunderously! SIAN. there goes my sleep. imagine how badly i slept that night, we slept at 2am and had to wake up at 7am. i woke up at least 5 times that night. that means on average once every hour! z.

m'sia day 3, sunday. hrm. the next morning i followed angeline, her grandma and ah yi to a nearby market to get some groceries. their market sells stuff other than geoceries la! ahha. angeline and myself managed to get a top there! damn cool. we spent the rest of the morn and afternoon (until 2pm) cabbing around from mall to mall but didn't purchase much stuffs. in fact, becos of the jam in KL we were almost late for our bus back to sg! our original plan was to leisurely take a car down to the bus terminal. well, we did take a car down but cos of the jam we had to get off the car earlier. so we ran down 4 streets, lugging all our luggages, and climbed/ran an overhead bridge to get to the bus terminal only to find out that the bus broke down and there was a 2 hour delay!! damnit. we ran through somethin like a obstacle course, lookin like a bunch of mad dogs for nothing! z.

glad to be back! there's no place like home! =D

p.s. EH. i've only been gone for 3 days and what's goin on guys!?!? UPDATES PLS. wah crap. i'm missing in action!! update me update me. i can't believe what i'm hearing. :/

2007-03-31T14:02:00.000+08:00

hey all! i caught a movie, mr beans holiday this week and i highly discourage people, who are expecting a good show, from watching it. lol.

it's been almost a week since my last entry and thus, my second time clubbing @ phuture, zouk n mos! ahaha. btw, i'm NOT a frequent clubber. everytime i go clubbing, somethin interestin crops up and uh.. maybe it's changing the way i view certain things. but that aside, it was a fun time with socks, kev, ally, shyuan and jevan. i got to see 2 more clubs that day!! (:
anw, i met up with ber and ally for dinner on wed. ber specially requested that i blog about her presence in my life that day. hahaha! we had genki for dinner then spent some time with her at raffles city since she didn't wanna come along with us. also cos she's already going to MOS the next day. she's so super kanchiong about her smu application! lacs girl. hope u get into ur double degree course. (:
speaking of smu application, my documents hasn't been received by smu yet! it's supposed to be delivered yesterday. getting kanchiong also. hahah!

met up with steph on thursday and ate long john againnnn. haha. everytime we meet up we'll go there for dinner. haha! hong kong cafe next time k. (:

many many more ppl goin into the army this month. sian. anw, lookin forward to m'sia with dearest angeline this thurss!! yay! =D

2007-03-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

I know this is gonna sound stupid. Anw, I just wanted to say that it's my first time clubbing @ dxo or any club for that matter - 23 mar '07! with just myself and 2 people, steph and jeryle. plus 2 more people, more commonly known here as 17 and r, outside dxo drinking.

I'm gonna sum it up real quick cos I'm sooo drained. Just came back from blading at ecp.
At first when we first stepped into the club it was quite sians. The live band was mediocre and the crowd was not v wild. hahaha. But after some time it warmed up and we went outside to join the rest for drinks. Felt tired and sleepy then but got better later on. Thanks for the learning experiences guys. hahaha. Seeing how things work there, I would never ever want to lose my first kiss in a club! lol. zzz!!!

Blading with collegues was a weird experience too but i felt energized after blading from the rental kiosk to somewhere really far away, near changi and back. Gonna apply for all 3 respective local unis now, den SLEEP. DAMN TIRED. :/ Hope the com doesnt hang sia!
Lazy to update nowadays. zz.

2007-03-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hey all.

Haven't got much to update la. Life's been monotonous lately. I guess the only highlight was drving this morning. haha! Learnt U-turned today! But my footwork is CRAP. =/

Currently listening to Moonlight sonata, it's soooo sad and emoo. Totally not for pessimistic people undergoing heartbreaks or difficult times. =(

The trip to malaysia this weekend has been cancelled so.. damnit. But shes gonna plan another on Good friday till easter sunday. and i most probably can't make it. Unless I'm willing to risk gettin kicked out of the house by mum for skippin church during the sacreddd weekend. haha! Anyway, might end up on a superstar virgo cruise ship this weekend, assuming there are still vacancies on board. The last time i went on board was last year before prelims after mids. My mids was like shit so my parents took me on a trip to unwind. LOL! like wth right. Anyway, i had tonsss of fun with my lil' bro, poking fun at the foreign crew members funny accents. Dont say I'm evil cos I know YOU do it too alright. =x This time however, gonna be damn sian without my xiao di ard. haha! He livens up my life. ((:

GOOD LUCK FOR TMR'S TEST R! PLS PASS. DEN GET A CAR TO SEND US ARD. ((:

2007-03-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

After all the hype about results is dying down i decided to post my results. Make it easier for those who wanna find out if my efforts were put in vain.

Chem Econs Math GP
Mid Years O O F C5
Prelims D E B C5
A levels A A B B4

Funny right? haha, my math made the most improvement initially i kinda got a shock myself but then the improvement was stagnant when it came to the A levels while i saw a giant leap for both chem and econs. Totally sian diao. but, i'm still really glad the lord showed me his favor. ((:

Now gonna go open houses again. Friends, pls post where u're going leh! maybe it'll make my decision an easier one to make. haha.

2007-03-07T09:23:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to update. But lots to ponder over, decisions such as NTU? SMU? Or NUS? Which faculty, which course? Scholarships? Though it may sound outta the question, it's still worth a try.

After this week, work's gonna get even more mundane. It started with me and now, it'll also end off with me left at the office. It's been a memorable 3-4 months working at Citi and I'll not regret forgoing my 'rest time' after the A's. That's when I made most of my cash doing OT. hahaha.. Now no OT. zz. Really lookin forward to the Open Houses this coming sat. (:

2007-03-03T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Currently munching on stuff from the yusheng i just lao-ed just a minute ago as i'm typing this entry. hahaha.

Results got everyone so pre-occupied with worrying, including myself so haven't found the mood to update recently. Finally, the R-day went by and I have to say that I might actually be missing this feeling of sheer anxiety. hahaha. I mean, how often can one be in this predicament, probably only 3 times in a lifetime. haha.

I think the unveiling of results were as expected for many, surprising for some and totally unacceptable for few. GP was one subject which I've noticed many variations this time round and it only shows that prelims aren't really that good a gauge for GP afterall. Just a shoutout of congrats to those who felt that they did well. (:

Just drop me a tag or msn me or request through any form of communication if you wanna know how i did. =D

2007-02-25T13:18:00.000+08:00

hey!

Ever seen a blog with not ONE but TWO tagboards? Now you have it. hahah. Due to overwhelming response by a certain someone, so as to not flood out any rare tags that are directed personally to the owner of the blog, aka myself, please use the blue tagboard. I repeat, it's the cool blueee tagboard. lol!

Anyway, today's my first time. Driving!! yay..! haha. Damn fun. But manual is, more difficult than auto la duh. My car engine stalled and died at the traffic light cos i think i forgot to press the clutch down when I was stationary. Luckily got no cars around! Quite embarrassing. lol. =x

Went to Ms Poh's house yesterday and caught up with classmates. Many of them are working now, considering the fact that my class only has 5 guys. Out of which, only 2 have been enlisted. lol. Dunno what to blog about at Jeryle's place. Nothing much happened. Some mahjong and gossip with jae and that's about it. Though that lasted us till 2 plus in the morning. haha.

k, A's results REALLY gonna come out alr. Jeryle and myself were thinking of all the possible scenerios last night. Think happy thoughts.. Jeryle kept coming up with the negative scenerios!! You pessmistic shit! Everything's gonna turn out fine. =D

2007-02-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

Hey! Haven't been able to update much due to the lack of time during the festive season. haha.

Anyway, haven't gotten down to countin my loot for the new years yet, most likely will do so over the weekend. lol. hmm. i'm currently blogging from home, which means i didn't go to work today. I might just be suffering from fatigue but I'm still alright, no worries. Gonna take a nap soon. haha.

As for my driving, i passed my final theory test in 10 minutes flat and again, was the first one out. haha. glad that it went well. so i went on to book my practical test in JULY! zz. so late. but anyway, at least i got that over and done with. I'll be taking my first driving lesson this coming sunday. Did I mention that it'll be jeryle's place this sat and.. most likely alcohol will be involved? for the sake of everyone's safety, including mine, i'll refrain from drinking. this sucks. lol.

A level results should be out soon, surprised that I'm not that anxious yet. But when the time comes, i'm sure my nerves will show la. good luck guys. :)

2007-02-16T17:28:00.001+08:00

My nails are touched up! I’m so proud of them, though they are not as nice as during prom that time. =D

I’m feeling shitty today, as in physically. Mentally and emotionally alright. Haha.

Reluctant, this morning I went for my final theory e-trials, 4 sessions. Cos other than today got no time already. Next week will be CNY all the way and my test is on thursday. Oh ya, I met dharma, MJ’s prom king *ahem. at the driving centre. Anyway, I managed to pass all 4 of them, about an average of 3 mistakes out of 50, so if I fail next week’s test, screw it. Must be damn freakin sway.

Got a giotto as a substitute for an ang bao from someone in the dept. haha. So cute. But then, chocolates for Christmas, chocs for valentines, and now? Chocs for CNY. My taste buds have become accustomed to sweet stuff. Overdosage of chocs don’t you think?

2007-02-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after work, sc and myself went downstairs, Millenia Tower taxi stand to hail a cab. For the first time, after midnight I saw a queue of PEOPLE instead of cabs. ahaha. Then I thought, must be v'days doing. Waited for 20 minutes and no sign of an empty cab. So we walked down to Marina square to grab a bite at 7-11 and try to steal a cab by the side of the road. lol.. Luckily we managed to get one at like 1 am in the morning!! drats. zz.

Met up with steph and socks for dinner. Steph always ps us one, she left early as usual. =/ hahaha. Please explain your sms to me. Not here la. But why suddenly..? *puzzled. Anyways, us girls gotta plan more outings..

I'm extremely hardworking today! No slacking off for me. Still checking OTPs now. I'm so touched the Citiphone peeps offered me stuff to eat. hahaha. Coffee bean pasteries, yummy.. I didn't eat though. Later fat. hahaha. no la. i dun dare eat their stuff. =x

Lookin forward to CNY. Mahjong, bridge, lots of loot. =D

2007-02-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hello all! Happy v'day! During the one hour of dinner, the top 3 gifts seen were flowers, soft toys and balloons. lol. Nobody believes in chocolates anymore? So sad. haha.. Anyways, special thanks to kaifong, hema, suhan, sc, gillian, danielle and last but not least heyang for making this vday so meaningful. While love is in the air, I'm stuck in office with sc again. =)

Steph and 17!! Gotta let you guys see the card sc gave me. It's so freaking innovative, yet lame and stupid. I was at a loss for words when he told me that the stupid card took 10 minutes to print out cos he was using high quality pixels for the photo. -.-"

In preparation for Chinese New Year, I did a manicure and pedicure this morning. It was quite rushed la, the moment i woke up gotta chiong outta the house. Will borrow a cam to take a pic of it, the fingers are done pearl white while the toes and done red-black. lol. damn cool. Gonna make it better by sticking nail art on them. Sheesh, i'm such a vain pot. =p

I should start making plans for an overseas trip cos I wanna enjoy myself to the fullest before going back to hitting the books. Alot of things are in stored for me, like practical driving lessons, studying for SAT exam, plannin for holiday, playing some squash, gymming and tanning..
Dunno what lies in the future but i cherish the present and the people around me now. =)

2007-02-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

Curses, tomorrow's v'day and I haven't done a single thing in preparation for my friends. Baking stuff at 3am in the morning is super not feasible la. And I'm too tired to wake up before 12 noon. But seeing sc doing so many things for tmr made me rather surprised, at the fact that this is the first time i'm lookin at a guy do things for friends, including this department. Most guys i know only do stuff for their beloved other half. Shan't praise him too much, later his head swell. lol.

Well, I feel that v'day shouldn't be in feb. From Dec to Feb got too many lovey dovey occasions already la. End of year Christmas and Start of year Chinese New Year. So I think that V'day should be in June. =D lol. Moreover, people already spent so much on Christmas gifts and the upcoming new year stuff, they should be given some time to accumulate cash reserves. If the occasions were to be spread out, people won't feel the pinch as much. haha..

k la, see how things go. Tomorrow's gonna be another boring day at work.

2007-02-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

I think I need a change of environment. After I switched over to the night shift, I found myself doing OTP updates and closing of ECCMs more than anything else. Maybe it's the feeling of being redundent, yet important at the same time. Being relied on for doing OTPs and ECCMs cos I excel in it more than anyone else, for the time being. Problem is I'm not learning anything much, this I can say for myself exclusively. Dunno about the rest cos they seem to have a greater variety of things to do.

Anyway, in 8 more days, it'll be my third month at work already. So freaking fast can. Feel like leaving cos the whole bunch of people who kept me lookin forward to work aren't around anymore and I don't get to work weekends. Also, this shift is startin to take a toll on me (ie. i look quite awful due to lack of sleep. haha. and i've got NO LIFE LA.) and they cannot compromise by adjusting our shifts without decreasing the working hours. Though I know that it's really irresponsible of me to just bail out on the department like that, I totally feel like job hopping. Anyone else game for that, or am willing to help me out? hahaha. =D

Taiwanese drama serials are so fantasy-like. Heck, it's so super duper unrealistic, predictable and cliche-ed. After watching a few serials, you can probably expect the plots of the rest to follow along similar lines. Especially this current one that i'm watching, I've got absolutely no idea how the male lead fell in love with the female lead. One glance at her and ta-dah, he went chasing her already. Very stupid right. Despite that, I still stay up till dawn to watch them! It's heart-warming to see love stories go the way you want them to. ahhaha.

Without domestic help around, my house somewhat resembles a pig sty. haha. Ok la, it's not THAT bad, yet. haha. Unlike previous years, don't think we'll be expecting any visitors to our place for cny, it's quite scary just thinking of how we're gonna zhao dai them. haha. Dying to play bridge. Someone give me BRIDGE!!! heh.

Just FYI, my first practical driving lesson's on the 25th!! wahahaha. Dunno what came over me but I chose manual. My dad was asking me to reconsider, he who has lil' faith in me says that I won't be able to manage. =/
Time to prove someone wrong.

2007-02-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

Before I forget, congrats to all those who are content with their O's results! =D

As I said, life’s a bitch! It realllyyyy is. This post is gonna get VERY whiny, just to make myself feel better k.

Work started off on a BAD note. It was so bad I think tension was rather high. I’m used to being in charge of things and I hate it when things go wrong cos I wanna prove that I’m responsible enough to handle this. And this all started with the office key that I had lost. But I swear that I’ll find it alright!! Sho irritating. I don’t even know why I’m protesting so strongly in this dumb domain. I was soo sincere about apologizing initially cos I brought a lot of inconvenience to the dept. But then, she kept giving me that “you’re to blame” look. On one hand it made me wanna cry but on the other hand it made me wanna retort back at her. And so I did the latter., only after being provoked quite a bit. But still, feeling damn guilty. =/

Well, I don’t find it very guo fen cos all I said was “I didn’t mean for this to happen too ok! It’s not like I deliberately dropped the key what.” That made her silent for a long while. Tension was high cos the key that I was put in charge of apparently has access to ALL cupboards in ccsu, or so they claim. Come on la, don’t bruff me lor. I highly doubt so. Ask me personally if you wan details on this. When I find the blardy damned key, I’ll test it out on all the cupboards.

Can’t mistakes be pardoned? Even if the worst possible situation were to occur, for instance someone who finds the key KNOWS (though highly unlikely!) that it belongs to ccsu and starts creating trouble by unlocking all the cupboards and tearing up all the documents, nothing can change the absolute fact that the key is missing, period. But ultimately, I know that it’s still my fault so I’m terribily sorry! I’ll do everything possible and find it ASAP!! That’s the best I can do for you, what else do you expect? I’m saying all these because my sup can’t take a step back and smell the roses despite everything. She’s too uptight man! Relax.

Glad I got this off my chest, much better now. Working alone later without sc. Gonna be a lonely soul in the office. Sian. Working with my sup in the office tmr, massive sian! Especially after our dispute. Rawr. lol.

Lookin forward to meetin darling steph after work at chjimes.!! =D

On a side note, the release of the O level results triggered an adrenaline rush in me which is making my heart thump a lil' faster, at the mention of the next major event in the education scene, the next release of results. I can feel the butterflies in my stomach already! zz.

Sometimes I may appear very nonchalent but deep inside, otherwise. Randomness.

2007-02-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder what people take me for. What the hell are they thinking la. I'm not being a bitch just cos i was forgotten once, but twice!! lol. no la. Just because I'm not very close to them I'm always left aside. I also dunno what I mean by that la but, it sucks.

Even my sup was saying, oh cos you're always with your citiphone peeps what. But what has this gotta do with anythin? =/ Alright so i'm closer to them, is that an excuse or anythin? forget it, I'm just upset, momentarily.

2007-02-06T11:21:00.000+08:00

I'm updating with the desktop computer. Got no idea what's wrong with my lappy, can't seem to get to this create a post page. It's totally screwed up alr. Time to change lappy! haha..

Recently, there's been a build up of events I don't even know where to start with the updates. Hmm, let's skip friday and get to saturday. Went to town with Erica, and subsequently Angeline came to join us. It's been ages since these girls went out together cos of some disputes but they warmed up to each other and that's a good sign! haha. Sunday, i only went out at night for shopping. Spent the afternoon snoozing away. Monday was my off day, so i went out with mum! lol. Basically to summarise, i blew about a week's salary on food and shopping in 2 and a half days. Scary right! haha. shit.

Anyway, gotta prepare for work now. Hope i get to work on saturday shift this week cos, my pay is too low!! zz.

2007-02-02T16:32:00.000+08:00

I made a really quirky dream last night. It's so queer! these few nights that someone has been appearin in my dreams la. sian. dunno why also. I don't wanna waste my energy cos i'm dead tired. Dreaming things means lesser rest right? zz. Must be my idiotic sub-conscious mind. today super busy, gotta finish closing all the eccms before goin for pool session. haha. meetin steph dearie for dinner! =D

i crave for more adventures.

2007-02-01T15:44:00.000+08:00

Hey! No lunch at home forever and ever cos no one is at home to cook, even if there was someone, no one cooks decent meals at home. Super hungry. Eating out alone is kinda loser-ish. Know what I mean? It's just an excuse to go on a diet. lol! Also, no danielle at work today! Double whammy. :(

Met up with steph for dinner yesterday at MS cos shan chun pangseh-ed me to have dinner elsewhere with some people. haha. I think he ps me countless times already la, but nvm la. That just proves that he has more of a life than me! zz.

Anyway, sc came up with this kooky idea of heading down to mustafa, all of a sudden at 9 plus at night. haha! so cool man. cos there was some special occasion and they had the bus stop along the roads of mustafa blocked! and we alighted some 3 streets away from our destination. Uh, yeah. So that's how my title came about. It wasn't as easy as we thought, walking back against the flow of people. So we thought of alternative routes that nearly got us LOST, as usual. You know why? Cos they were buildin some stupid buildin in the middle of the route which got us stuck. Then we had to go around the construction which meant going even further away from our destination.

As we walked along the some-dark-some-lit alleys, we came across ktvs, chill cafes, eateries and many more. ahem. ha. =x But good old sc made sure that I was clearly in his view, either walking in front of or alongside of him just in case. Thank goodness haojun took forever to come, despite me calling and calling (giving him the impression that we're there already when we're actually still lost somewhere in little india. ha.) if not he'll be waiting a good 15 mins there for us.

Damn, i didn't get my casio camera cable cos there was no one at the counter. I suspect that the attendents had gone to participate in the festival when on duty. =/ So, no pictures in the meantime, sorry guys!
Crap. The cadbury choc cookies i bought from there has only 10 days till expiry, that means 2 cookies for supper per night on average! Later get fat ah, so it's time to be a better sis and start offering them to my di. hah. =D

Office @ 8.05pm. Blogger's screwing up! haha. oh yeah, i kinda miss mj so maybe i'll make a trip there tmr. opp my house only anw. heh.

2007-01-31T16:58:00.000+08:00

hello!

being the sua kus that we are, yesterday shan chun and myself decided to go on an adventure - walk from city hall mrt to plaza sing. haha! we live in the east, not v familiar with the roads in the city. haha! noobs right. anw, we thought that we were lost and got on a bus only to find out that we were actually this close to ps. anyway, we didn't wanna reach ps too early and had time to kill.

on a side note, i think the citi computers have disallowed me to tag on the board. haha. anw, workin hours have been reduced to a shitty 8 hours, down from 9. it's NOT not much of a difference cos only one person will be required to work on sat for a measly four freakin hours. that sucks! =/ someone get me a job transfer that pays as good as this. haha.

well, this is a temporary measure cos i cannot tag. you better be reading this! to hj: go supper somemore later FAT. muhahahaha.

2007-01-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

Damn sian. Can't slack cos still got ppl around and today i couldn't move over to citiphone area to sit. haha. zz!! an hour more to go!

Feeling a bit hungry now. haha.. =x

2007-01-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

A change of blog skin! Chio not? hahaha. don't say i bhb leh. The colours are really soothing to the eyes. :)

Just received a direct call to my handphone by Ren, regarding the uploading of the OSDs. Not totally my fault though. I suspect that one part of the folder has not been uploaded because there has been numerous complaints about OSDs being sent out on the 16th of jan. Darn, he sounded quite pissed la. z.

Shan't blog for too long cos my sup is behind me. haha. This is not an ideal position to slack off, sians! Waiting for the next batch of work to arrive.

Office @ 5.17pm. Omg, surprise surprise. Guess who's here for the CPO (Citiphone officer) job? Another 2 MJCians - Amelia and Vanessa! haha. I was just as stunned as them la. Ha, i got scolded for talkin to them for too long and the stupid thing was that i wasn't scolded by my OWN sup. Their sup started making sarcastic comments like "Hey young lady, you wanna join CPO?" lol. should have said yes and piss her off. heh.

Again, another mj squasher walked in, peimun. in fact. she's my neighbour! hahaha. Is this like a surprise gathering? cos 4 squashers have gathered here on the same building, same floor. ha.

2007-01-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

hey guys!

been at a chalet last night so today damn tired. Cos i couldn't skip my advanced theory lessons which were in my opinion a waste of my precious time. z. Could have gained more sleep instead of secretly trying to doze off when the instructor wasn't looking..

had loads of fun through the night and even before the night started. started off the day with blading with sc to the other side of the coast. haha. it was drizzling so we had to put up with the drops of water splattering all over our faces. haha. after that had a series of night cycling, to the jetty where it was total tranquility. i thought that it was v cold la, wonder how some ppl can stand fishing there in only singlet and shorts! =/ after that we played stuff like indian poker and some childish, lamish games that kept us laughing and drinking. Sounds dumb right? But time passed v quickly.

anw, a big thank you to reuben, marissa and gy for being there to accompany me through the fun-filled night. poor gy had to cycle and keep up with our speed (cos it wasn't safe for us girls to be cycling alone) even though he was so drained from street soccer the day before. plus he sprained his ankle! haha. and reuben for keeping me company till i fell asleep before the big commotion came about in the room and for the sunrise though he was totally on the verge of going SEH! he tried his best to stay sober till after we walked back to the chalet then he couldn't stand it and puked.

well, i made new friends, or should i say a new friend. heh. Thinking back, it was pretty ironic how I first got to know this person. Maybe it was God-sent. Haha. Feeling a bit numb now.

it was overall, a great day. :)
Somehow, I feel an affinity with this song. =D Love it lots.

2007-01-26T15:10:00.000+08:00

Three cheers to the creators of Sudoku! Haha, it's so thrilling to beat the game and see a completed puzzle after minutes of thinking. =D Life has become better at work. Oh ya, going to the arcade has already become a daily affair with my group of collegues (sounds weird calling schoolmates collegues now but.. ah well. we have entered the corporate world and thus have to use such terms!) The game Mariocart is recommended! =p

Since we usually spend more than the time given for our dinner break at the arcade, sc and myself buys back dinner to munch in the office. Haha! Got skill one okay, must make it seem as though we aren't stretching our breaks when we actually are!

I'm gonna have to work alone tmr from 1-5pm due to a change in schedule cos the volume of work has fallen to an all-time-low with us having ALOT of time to cut ALOT of slack. So on public hols and sats only one of us will be required to come into office to clear some ques in kana mail. haha. I still cannot figure out why my kana id and pass is invalid. =/ These office stuffs are giving me alot of problems recently.

2007-01-25T15:42:00.000+08:00

I've reached the epitome of boredom - My user id for UWS, GRB and Cardpac was revoked, meaning that I keyyed in the wrong password or id 3 times. I only keyyed it wrongly ONCE.. i think. No, make that i'm pretty sure. Now my sup (the more kan chiong one) is fuming mad at the fact that I cannot help her close the eccms for today, or rather for a few days. Cos the id stuffs usually takes damn long to arrive. She accused me wrongly for being too careless and blur as I didn't (stupidly) go key in the wrong pass more than once. Anyways. Manual labour, here I come.

It was bad doing OTP updates in the past, but now it's worse not even having anything for me to do in order to kill time. Slacking at the terminal, doing Sudoku (3 star difficulty, yesterday i solved a one star puzzle in 15 minutes! while sc was struggling, he didn't solve it in the end. haha.) is making me feel a whole lot of guilt.

Office @ 4.25pm. Yes! My id is back! =) And my sup gave me new stuff to do. *wide grin.

2007-01-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

bwahaha. I'll die happy. =p

Anyway, I came to work late today cos i was hanging around orchard area during the mid afternoons. Supposed to do some shopping but ended up with only enough time to have lunch and gobble down some ice-cream. Initially i arranged to be at work at about 2 plus at most 3 but then by the time i reached pasir ris mrt, it was 2.30. LOL! So i met up with Angeline who was at the Whitesands library to collect some stuff from her and at the same time take the train down.

Then I thought again, work damn sian!! So i took last minute leave from the office (for 3 hours ONLY. =x) and got reprimanded and was told to inform them earlier. My sincerest apologies la!! =/ Anw, don't have much work to do at office until 5+ 6+? z.

Boy was i surprised to see the streets in orchard this empty, all the way from wisma to cine.! Well, it's been forever since i last breathed in the air over there so it felt pretty good. There was this dance competition at heeren and the fight was between 2 pathetic groups which consisted of 2 people in each. haha! hilarious. I think both teams were noobs at dancing and had dance instructors to groom them for 3 days and teach them dance moves which were judged for the competition. With regards to their performance all i can say is.. nice try la. =D

Yeah, we're having some fun at the office, more ktv sessions to come.
Wonder how the guys are doing at the stressful new office environment. =p

2007-01-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

SICK OF OTP UPDATES! z.

I tried appealling to my sups about a change of job responsibilities and they explained to me that it'll be more economical for us to stick to what we're doing, for the sake of reapin economies of scale. Like whoa, it's been ages since I've heard of such chim language. haha. Well, carry on like this and i think diseconomies of scale is gonna set in soon. Going cross eyed already la. Sian..

Office @ 7.20. Eatin dinner out is totally outta the question. The rest of the gang thought that i'm went off for my advanced theory lessons when i kinda told one of them (while the rest were there) that the lesson's off today. =/ Like, were they even listening? No apparently not la. Okay, I'm soundin like a bitch. But it's difficult to bottle up the feelings inside of me, I was left behind to do night shift until 12 midnight ALONE! Thanks. Crap, this loneliness shit is bugging me more than ever before. I'm gonna cry and get all emo in the office. lol.

2007-01-23T13:40:00.000+08:00

Whoa. This is damn cool la. I didn't know that I could actually blog from the office computer. At least the computers over at my own department had restrictions over the blogger.com website. The department here a.k.a. SMRT visa whatever department has almost full access to websites, including this!

Well, I feel pretty detached from the original group of people i came to work with, the 3 of them cos now i'm doing night shift. The other guy doing night shift with me often gets updated on many events cos he's closer to one of my friends who i recommended to work here, recommended him to work here. (sounds complicated rite. ha!) Basically, he's close to her la thus knowing about alot of stuffs going on around here.

In the office I'm now talkin to Danielle, a JJC girl i met while moving around the office lookin for a vacant terminal to use. She's a great person to converse with and I'm so glad she's quite a devote christian. haha. =p

The one thing that I regret is not having a really super duper close bunch of friends to hang out with. I see people going over to so-and-sos house for sleepovers, bbqs and parties. I don't deny that I have a bunch of friends but when the need arises for a heart to heart talk, I got no idea who to look for. =/

Slacking at work used to be so fun, now it's sheer boredom.

2007-01-21T01:38:00.000+08:00

I feel quite broke. What a way to start an entry. It's not that I'm actually broke la. Been workin night shift the past 2 weeks and have been paying high midnight charges for cab fares every night. I've lost count of my spending because it has become more tedious to calculate my spending as i pay through nets for lots of stuff and i usually forget about it.

I'm so sorry guys, can't think of any damn thing to blog about since I rush from one place, home to another place, office. As you all can tell from the number of hours I'm online, I don't sleep very much so I don't take notice of the happenings around me while travelling to work. Usually in a daze or plain stoning into thin air. Update me on any shops with good bargains or sales. Just heard from shan chun that U.R.S. (he accidentally said UWS! as in eccms uws. haha! Citibank joke.) is having some sale. Cool, he actually knows about these things. :)

I never knew that I could make so many friends by just taking on a temp job at Citibank. In fact, at the start I took on the job mainly for money, (well it still is) but at least there are things to look forward to. This may possibily be a major turning point in my life. I've learnt and experienced much, (and more learning to come. haha!) I feel as though I've grown up quite a bit in the short span of 2 months. From improving my character and personality to.. the feeling of being EIGHTEEN. Being cooped in MJC for the past 2 years has really caused me to miss out on many things in life. Help! I'm feeling all emo and stuff. This is definitely not a good sign...

2007-01-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

hello all! notice the weird timings? i always blog in the middle of the night. turning into a night owl soon. woot woot~ haha.

this week is the last week i'm gonna be working (should i say together?) with the ISO peeps at citiphone. you guys take care yeah, cos the place they're movin to quite isolated so.. good luck y'all! as for me, i'll be stuck at good old (accessible. haha!) millenia tower with the rest of the ccsu peeps. time passes much faster with work. it feels good knowing that you're earning money for yourself to spend instead of depending on parents. ahha..

life's all about work for now.

2007-01-13T03:41:00.000+08:00

argh! i'm so pissed with the rediculously big pimple on my face!! zz. no face alr la. and it just had to pop out during these few days! z.

anyways, i just came back from supper again, with the group of citiphoners. it's the old bunch plus minus some peeps. haha. the stories that they shared with us when they were in m'sia were hilarious. too bad this might be the last time that we'll be having supper together. now too tired to think of what to blog but this week has been the most tiring yet happiest week of my working life. though the hours suck pretty bad but the company of citiphoners make work less boring. but i think with them around i become less efficient cos there are definitely more distractions around. bridge, daidee. ahem. haha.. super tired. gotta sleep alr. nites.!

4 hours of sleep and off to work again.

2007-01-12T03:12:00.000+08:00

hey all!!

just came back from supper at simpang bedok with the temps from citi namely gracelyn, jac, vik, jerome and hj. it took us quite a while to decide on a place since we live all around the island. finally, the majority of us voted simpang bedok so we took a cab down. the place was totally leaking! haha.. those temps who are stayin in the west and central weren't very impressed with the whole layout cos water was drippin from everywhere. lol! but anw, it was damn fun and we had lots of laughter, especially with gracelyn and vik. =D i'll miss them loads when they shift over to jurong!!! dun goooo.. haha. anw i think i'm the most innocent and naive out of all of them. lol.

work has been pretty slack these few days. now that i'm on the night shift, it's really fun workin together with the citiphone peeps cos they'll be there whenever i wanna play daidee or bridge. hais. without them night shift will be darn sian. :(
tmr's gonna be the last day that i'll be doin night shift with them (the full 8 hour one) before they start the 4 hr shift den off to jurong. hais. this is so depressing. =/

2007-01-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

hey all!

well, not many updates since my life is merely a routine of very monotonous stuffs. wake up in the morn go work at 9 den 1 hr of lunch at either marina or suntec (not much variety. not v cheap either.) released from work at 7 or 8 plus (which usually isn't the case, i usually ot till 9 to 10) den just chiong home and SLEEP. yeaps, super tiring. and to top that off, from next week onwards i'll be workin the shift from 2pm to 12 midnight. I dun think that i'll have the energy to crawl out of the bed for breakfast. I'll most probably go for branch. heh..

Furthermore, my domestic helper has terminated her contract early so that means that I'll have to help out with housework and our 3 meals will become a problem. cos no one in the family can cook a decent meal. =/ Takeaways aren't exactly v healthy.

I passed basic theory today in 7 mins! First one out of the classroom. =) So now i'm one step closer to obtaining a driver's licence. haha..

2006-12-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys. christmas this year went by really fast. and it was the most boring christmas i've ever had in my 18 years. it was spent in the office, staring at digits on the computer screen. as for the presents, i haven't gotten anythin that i wished for. i got a hair tie, 2 wallets (and to think that buying myself one from levis before christmas was a smart choice, wasn't), a blanket (lol.), hand made earrings, heart earrings, brownies and xmas cookies and chocolates. haha. actually there's only one thing i wish for now and it's an LG chocolate.

been so busy with work lately that i totally neglected this little domain. not that anyone really reads it, it's almost dead! haha..

well, work has been gettin more interestin. but the weather sucks big time. everyday walkin home with an umbrella in one hand while my eyes are peeled to the ground lookin out for stupid toads and frogs. they're quite disgusting. =/ i hope that work becomes more fun as the days go by...

2006-12-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

hihi all! it's been 3 days and i did 6 hrs of ot this week, do the math. the company paid for my cab fare back today. haha..

i'm totally worn out. its as though i'm takin on 2 jobs, a day and night one. the day being in the office at 9am, goin through updates and customer stuff while the night being watchin my drama serials on youtube till 3-4 am. super tiring. but i'm gonna finish the serial tonight, last episode. quite sad to see the show come to an end cos the guy's super boyfriend material. so sweet! haha.

well, i went to work with a few of my friends and those guys in the office (the temps i met earlier) became interested in one of the friends that i brought with me. she quite atheletic and pretty. haha, guys will always be guys huh. =)

gonna watch the show now. yay! anyone has any to recommend? (cos this one's ending already.) =(

2006-12-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

hey all!

been very lazy these few days, actually more tired than lazy la thus accounting for the lack of updates. after my bangkok trip it's back to work again. heh. hmm, bangkok = alot of cheap stuffs. lots of bargains also. haha. can't wait for my next trip to most prob hk or somethin. spring summer sale!! =D

time to blog about the trip. =) went to the gym 2 out of the 4 mornings in bangkok. quite satisfied with myself already. haha..
day 1. damn tired!! night before had prom so was sleepy on the plane. anw, budget airlines got nothin to do except slp. their food prices were a total rip off. zz. but anw, when we got there we headed down to the closest shopping mall, the emporium. that place is expensive to shop at. at least for me it was. haha, i'm one poor fella. didn't buy much cept for lingerie. haa. bangkok has cheap lingerie yea. =D after that we went for dinner at a vietnam restaurant that was decorated in the inside of a house. very nice and unique!! (wait for the pics to be uploaded.) haha.

day 2. went to siam paragon to meet aunt minayo. apparently she just gave birth to an 11 mth old daughter (father's a british while she's jap) so the baby, jyumi looks so english! haha. she alr has 2 sons, gen and jin (cute lil boys who speak jap, they learnt from her since young.) yup, havent met them in ages but if i recall correctly, when they were in pri sch they alr dyed their hair! so cool la. =x
so anyway, we went to mah boon kong (mbk) for more shopping. their prices were reasonable. one thing for sure, the chinese make better imitations.

day 3 and half of 4 were spent at platinum, a fashion outlet which sells cheap clothing. good stuff can still be found admist all the rubbish. =D shall not blog about how much beauty sleep i managed to get that night lest i offend someone. haha!

last day we went back to emporium to get more lingerie! LOL! we rushed back to the hotel and got ready to leave for the airport. btw, singapore's budget terminal really v BUDGET. no aircon one. experience for urself la. haha. ok la, quite tired alr. gonna pen off. cya! =D

2006-12-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

hey all!

Tmr's PROM!! wahahah, sorry for the lack of updates. I'm totally like a zombie now, workin in the day (i worked overtime today till like 10, just came back.) and watching drama serials on youtube at night. tiring but.. shiok man! no more mugging till late in the night!! heh, anyway, after prom i'll be away in thailand so gotta wait for pics. haha, i realised that i rarely post pics on my blog. that's cos of the memory card, havent got it yet. sighs. =/

oh ya, i just got my pay cheque today. hahahah! yay!

2006-11-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

Since I'm not officially working tomorrow, I'll be able to blog, sleep late and wake up late. My mum's goin back to work tomorrow and I'm contemplating whether or not to work tomorrow as well. Desperately in need of cash. No money = No buying stuff and eating at restaurants. Anyway, I've been working every single day since the end of my A level examinations as a temp at Citibank, Millenia Tower. That's why I posted the last entry regarding lunch at Marina Square/Suntec.

Work has been pretty boring. Doing standard stuff almost everyday - including making phone calls (though it's not stated in my job scope, but it won't kill to have more experience right. haha.) typing customer info, printing out customers letters, filing and sorting paper like crazy. Very sian. Luckily for me, I'm workin with 3 other guys. It's not because they're hot or cute guys but it's cos they make work much less boring with their cold humour. haha, they tell super lame jokes, sometimes I dun even wanna hear them. I dun think that I wanna continue workin there after 4 months cos I wanna gain more exposure elsewhere. Might try to get a temp job in the airport? haha, i always wanted to.

Work harder this year cos GST's gonna increase to 7% next year meaning higher prices for all goods and services. Earn then shop while it's still worthwhile peeps!

2006-11-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!

anyone wanna meet me for lunch at city hall or raffles place can do so by dropping me an sms or what. heh. =D

2006-11-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

My laptop died. Shit! I'm dying to play o2jam, (identity. identity 2. and earthquake.) and just after my A levels it had to die. My desktop keyboard is v unresponsive so i cannot really play o2jam on this. =(

hais...

2006-11-16T18:24:00.000+08:00

econs is over! let's not talk about it cos.. dun think it was very easy. ha. but who cares, it's over! heh.

tomorrow's gonna be the last day i'm gonna be in my sky blue - turned grey uniform. haha. it's the end of 2 gruelling years in jc. finally, seemed like a short time but it was a tiring journey. full of ups and downs.

last paper chem. let us walk out of the hall with a wide grin, knowing that we did our very best and the rest we can just leave it to God. =) back to mugging, for it's gonna be the last time in 8 whole freaking months.!!!!!!!!!!! i might miss this whole mugging thing. so accustomed to it now. feels weird not lookin through some notes and writing down in point form. shit, what am i saying! i'm gonna enjoy the break thoroughly!

2006-11-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

hey all.

for today's paper, i think its ok laaa. who knows how things will turn out yea. so, all the best y'all. hmm, 2 papers to go! econs p1 p2, gonna chiong soon. and chem p1 which is on fri afternoon. like why can't they make it on thurs or somethin. zz.

anw i've found a job. gonna be occupied for 4 months earnin cold hard cash. =D

2006-11-10T09:05:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

As you all know, for the past few days I've been very very worried about the outcome of my papers. My mum left me a message after she left for work this morning at my table and it was in Our Daily Bread. November 9th message was meant for all those who feel that all hope is lost after taking the A's. haha. It's super appropriate.

Cast all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you. The story in yesterday's message is about Life's Storm Tossed Sea. When worries begin to gnaw at our mind, we must simply drop what weighs down on us and hand it over to God. That's the secret to soul serenity when we're on life's storm tossed sea. I felt so at ease after reading this, there's no point brooding over split milk. Anyway, (almost) everyone is bound to have split milk. Apart from those perfectionists.

Oh ya, last night's show on Michelle Chong in Hokkaido rocks la! haha. The giant ice cream had 6 different flavours and it looked so appealling. Mediacorp artists are living LIFE, so unlike us now.

2006-11-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

Done with math 1, 2 (which means i can burn my math notes, tys and PRACTICALLY ANYTHING related to that subject. muahahhaa.) and chem 3.

I think the setters of the paper have gone nuts. haha, seriously, math 1 was a total wreck. (Refer to previous post.) Math 2 was, slightly better cos of pure math which was like phew. As for the stats questions, there were like some funny ones, but overall should be ok. It's difficult to predict for paper 2 cos u may think that the answer is right but it's actually not, get what i mean? haha. (excluding the fact that for one normal question i took standard deviation divided by root n! dun even know why i did that. =/ Totally careless and wasted.) The one on the dice i also think i got it wrong. Ah well. My expectations for math are rather high so i'll be devastated if the results came back like shit.

As for chem, I dunno. Just hoping for the best cos I did make several careless mistakes here and there. Who the heck doesn't!? They should make allowances for imperfect answers cos by gettin one question wrong doesn't mean that u're not as smart as the rest. It just means that the person tends to be more careless than the other person. lol!

2006-11-07T19:32:00.000+08:00

I've never been so depressed in my life. Math paper 1, weird questions at the start which did demoralise me quite a bit and on top of that, 2 major careless mistakes causing the loss of 20 over marks at the very least. I could have done those questions. When it came to the either or or question, I dunno why i chose to attempt the either, should have done or.

I'm still trying not to brood over it. =(

2006-11-06T10:54:00.000+08:00

In all seriousness, I'm literally begging for the A's to be over! haha.

My brother came back from army camp yesterday lugging with him his bagpack but with the latest Final Fantasy 12 in it! I couldn't help watchin him play the game yesterday la. Squaresoft has done it again, the animations and graphics were superb! haha. Not very clear about the storyline but it goes along the line of some war between 2 major continents and there are 2 countries that they will be fighting for. Of course, the main character is living in one of the 2 countries caught in the cross fire and will become the one who will end the conflict?

I cannot play just yet. The A levels examination sucks! haha.

2006-10-29T10:59:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling all jittery here cos my first paper, GP is in 4 days! haha..

I thought I would be more nervous for my prelims but actually, it's results from the A's that matters. How would the paper be like? Easy? cos it's the last year of our syllabus. Or would the setters of the paper want to make it a unique paper for us, to mark the end of our syllabus? I've got no idea, and i dunno if i want the paper to be easy. That way, more people would be able to do well. If it were to be difficult then they might have to moderate. =D

No use brooding over it anyways so good luck all!

2006-10-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why the Casio camera doesn't come with a USB cable. It's so fucking retarded right? How am I (or my family rather) supposed to upload pictures when there's no connection? I won't mind spending hours deciphering and looking for the cable if i had a shit load of time but time's a scarce resource, something i'm seem to be running out of. The drilling over at my neighbour's house is making me feel more irritated. How to study like that? Gonna spend time looking for another spot for conducive studying. Of all times, before my A levels go renovate, so timely! Furthermore, that house has been unoccupied for the longest time! =/ Haha, so the next time (if ever) THAT neighbour greets us while going down the lift, I'll probably not respond or something.. until my anger dies down.

Today's the last day of school at mj. It's definitely not a place with very fond memories for many of us but there are things to take away with us nevertheless. From the class of 05S205, we grew close to each other in the mere span of 1 year together in j1 but were forced under certain circumstances to split into our various classes - 206, 321, 324 and 22-something. haha. Well, I would rather stay with one CG class for 2 years but unfortunately, I went along with the minority (seriously the minority that consists of only 3 of us) into a new and strange environment. And so, we tried to fit into the class, however, the class itself was rather divided. It was so, so different from our ex-class. In 321, the differences between the groups were alot bigger. (Difficult to imagine them in one big clique.)

Even today, as we reminise about the past 2 years, I felt more attached to my ex class. I saw my current classmates breaking into tears when Ms Poh gave her speech, it didn't give me goosebumps. In the past year, all I did was to attend school. I didn't have the time to build strong relationships with my current teachers. What was in my mind at that time? It was the torturous j1 years where we had to go through Mrs Ng's econs lessons every lunch break and had extended days till 5 almost everyday! Studying with my good friend- Wanqi, almost every other day until the promos, the encouragement we gave to each other despite failing tests before the promos. Project Work with my girls - Cherlyn, Charlyn, Gracelyn and Val Tan. The ~~crap~~ advice that Mrs Ng gave us when we were doing PI, EoM and WR. (You have no idea how many drafts many of us had to do just to satisfy her demanding demands. Hurhur..) Those were the days that had caused me great grief but these are the memories I'll never forget.

So as my current classmates were busy taking pictures, I felt quite isolated. Though they pulled me into the picture, the feeling was just not there. I don't have an identity! Yes, my 2 friends in my class happen to fall sick so i was left stranded.

My ex class was disintegrated and I don't belong with my current one. So after taking 2 photos (and being so extra) I left to find my ex classmates and took several pictures with them. I can't help but feel very torn between my current and ex classmates. It's like trying to get to know ur new classmates because you know that you should but it isn't very successful. At the same time, your ex classmates are drifting away in terms of closeness. It's inevitable. Moreover, your current group of 3 (yourself included) are not getting along very well because of internal competitiveness - grades lor. In fact, going to school really sucked. As if 3 isn't small enough. Won't you feel very lost too?

Luckily for me, as I left my ex classmates, my Archangel groupmate called me to take pictures. The Leadership training camp group Archangel rocked like no other. I must have been really blessed to be able to end up in such group with a GREAT bunch of lunatics. heh. There was 11 other groups, 12 in total but there's no group that resembles us. It's been 1+ years since the LTC and we're still the same. =) Just wanna say a BIG thank you to the Archangels who has been there and will continue to be there for each other.

Then, I changed into my squash attire to take pictures with my squash girls and boys! Besides the Archangels, my squashmates have certainly been a source of light in my life. Especially Yee Teng and Pei Mun. We've endured many trainings together and I just wanna shout out to u guys, all the best for the A's! Meet up for squash, tennis or sun tanning (hahaha! change of sport. cos many of us enjoy other sports too!) after this horrible month is over! =)

Okay, I think i'm gonna leave the camera to rot. Spent almost an afternoon on that and blogging of course. Gotta work towards my target. Hopefully when my brother gets back, I'll ask him to work something out. More pictures coming up in the next entry!

2006-10-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

my last post till after the A's! it's all about self control and more mugging!!
Oh yeah, i've been going to This Fashion lately and the quality of their clothing has improved tremendously! Moreover, they have quite a variety of great looking dresses shorts and skirts. (Dun really know about their tops.) If you spend time browsing through the many stacks of clothes u'll be surprised to find many stylish and in clothings.

Just came here to update my prelim results. haha. To show some comparision I'll take the mids as a gauge.

Mid Years 2006
Chem - AO
Math - F
Econs - F

Prelim 2006
Chem - D
Math - B
Econs - E

For A levels, aim for triple As ah! CHIONG! :)

2006-09-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

Things have been going okay for me. Not very good yet not very bad. So-so la. With regards to the standard of the cohort, I'm not too sure but on a personal level, it was alright. Though I've been hearing things from people, who got almost similar results or not slightly better saying that they weren't exactly contented with the marks. Suppose it's more the mentality and expectation. Papers which I thought were okay turned out rather disappointing *ahem, chem paper 2 and econs paper 3* while some papers that i thought won't be good turned out.. okkkayy. So, what the heck, life goes on yes? Just book more consultations lor. And mug even more.

Tomorrow, we continue to collect our GP paper 1, math both papers and econs paper 2. All these can either make me or break me cos so far my results are AO or Fs. Assuming I do well for those papers, should be able to pass la. haha!! Crossing my fingers..

2006-09-24T15:42:00.000+08:00

My brother fell sick today, 24th of September, which also happens to be his birthday. haha. He was supposed to go buy a birthday cake for himself but now since he's too sick to even eat, there's no more b'day cake. Maybe it's cos of the heaty seafood we ate yesterday at the restaurant. lol! Anyway, he managed to get 2 days of MC, meaning he'll have to report back to Tekong only on wednesday. lucky fella.

I had lots of fun this weekend and it'll probably be the last few days of fun and freedom before it's back to mugging for the A's. haha.. I'm v happy with the harvest from shopping! lol. I've also seen many online sites selling v nice apparrel. Feel like doing an online business also. haha! maybe after the A's yeah. =D

Now, it's time to start again. happy mugging people!

2006-09-19T10:03:00.001+08:00

I just want to pass math. haha. the paper 2 was difficult, i didn't think that it would be! I mean, how difficult can stats get rite? I went in with the mentality Supposed to be quite standard but mj does it again. The questions were twisted until i couldn't even tell which topic some questions was refering to. Totally not the standard kind of answer.

The paper yesterday made me more depressed for today's paper. Econs paper 1 and 2. Cos these 2 papers can decide whether you pass or fail the paper. =/ And i'm not v good at mcq esp. for econs. zzz.. sian!

k la, gotta go. cya. countdown: 2 more papers till the end of prelims.

At the end of the day, it's still the A's that count.

2006-09-15T12:07:00.000+08:00

Many people have been blogging about the prelims so i decided to give my own version of the prelim exam too! (Though it's not a very different version. haha.) We had the econs paper on tues which was managable, but who knows the outcome? You never know, maybe what u wrote was utter crap and not answering the question or what not.

Chem paper 3 was on wednesday, that i have no comments. Speaking of which i also cannot remember much about it, just chionging through it. But one thing's for sure, my titration graph isn't right. And i wrote "Integral protein" as "Integrated protein." haha.. All the IR projects in Singapore are getting to me already!

Math paper 1 was on tuesday, couldn't do a number of questions like the quadratic graph, 3d trigo (tough!!), some proves question but hopefully still can pass. Really gotta pia paper 2, stats. I believe i can do better at stats. love stats man!!! hehh!!

Today was chem paper 2. Hmm, it was.. i dunno how to say. Screwed at the end. Freaked out when i saw like 5 minutes on the clock with 2 organic questions undone. so i desperately filled the empty spaces without much thought to it. I realised soon after that it wasn't right but i wasn't in the right state of mind to think properly! darn. So wasted. Oh yeah, one thing to note: [CuCl4]2- is yellow not green. argh, i knew that but somehow i just wrote green.

Just spoke to Darren who's in China now for his overseas study trip. He said he saw this girl with a cute hairband, a red skull with hearts in place of its eyes. Cute, you say? Defination of cute a bit thwarted la. Anyway, before he said that I asked him to get me one of those cute hairbands. Now i'm so scared he'll come back with a "cute" hairband. lols..! kae la, gotta go listen music + study.

4 down, 3 more to go.

2006-09-11T14:41:00.000+08:00

It's 24 hours to my econs paper 3!

Die ah!! Later come out stuff i nv study. Shit, scared like &*(!&#*()!. Anyways, prelims are not the end. It's just the beginning, moreover prelims were never easy what. As long as the A's are conquered, that's all that matters. Hehe. I don't feel any better after writin that!! That was not very effective. =(

Time to continue my macro. Or should i do micro? argh!! super stressed!!!! (*#()!*$_!()#!#$*()&!()*$...

2006-09-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

By the time I finish this post it'll be probably 3 days (exactly) left to the prelims. Gosh, freaky!!! zzz. I totally agree with jasmine. In the past, days go by without me having to worry about school work and how i'm gonna fare for major exams. Now it's totally different and crazy. The pressure is on and everyone's so heated up and ready to chiong for the A's. I also want my A's! So I'm joining in the mugging!!! =) jiayou all!

Anyways, i read jas's (looks weird rite. haha.) blog and she requested for people to do this weird thingy. It's kinda interestin so, i'll do it! Partly cos it was requested of course. *flashes a wide grin. hehe. I'm so nice. =x

Name 20 people you can think of right now.

1) Angeline
2) Erica
3) Jasmine
4) Rachel
5) Vicnan (actually this is all i can think of now. i'm so antisocial!!! *cries.)
6) Jerome (my bro)
7) Jason (my elder bro in camp. =x)
8) Stephanie
9) Wanqi
10) Cherlyn
11) Charlyn
12) Gracelyn
13) Jaslynn (look at the previous 3. haha all lyns.)
14) Song Boon
15) Yuhan
16) Kevin
17) Amelia
18) Eugene
19) Penny
20) Bertina

How did you meet 14?
Through my kor lor. Haha, he came over to our place before and that's how i met him. But before that, we were talking through msn.

What if 9 and 20 dated?
Both girls! Not possible la. haha..

Describe 3.
Jasmine rockssss!! hahaha. Yeah, she's one pretty girl, good in her studies, SINGING and is a very very good friend. I feel comfortable confiding in her and stuff. We became friends in sec 1 and then i happened to peep at the class list and was shocked to see someone staying in the same estate as me! Hehe, cos got going home partner mah not so boring. Yup, until now she, me, vic and rach have become v close. =)Friends forever!

Is 8 attractive?
Wah, just go see her friendster and blog. She's one pretty babe! =)

Describe 7
Heh, since he's away in camp, freedom of speech!!! Muahaahaha. My brother's an odd ball la. He has his good points which only surfaces once in a while, other than that, he's pretty mean and likes to call me "Eh, Stupid girl." Thanks~ zz.. Okay la. He does share his Macdonald's lunch with me sometimes and is a guai kinda guy. Quickly find a girlfriend soon la! =D

Do you know any of 12's family members?
Nope.

What would you do if 18 confesses he/she/ likes you?
HAHA. Okay, like so qiao that HAD to be a guy. Lol, luckily this is a WHAT IF question. Probably be stunned for a moment then see how la. I mean, gotta see the timing and stuff what. Too many factors, dunno leh.

What language does 15 speak?
English, he's a person with few words in real life but talkative online. =)

Who is number 9 going out with?
I think she's single and available for the moment. Grab her while stocks last!

How old is 16?
18 this year.

When was the last time you spoke to 13?
Whoa, long time alr la. Sms and Msn no count ah. Should be after we graduated in 2004.

Who is number 2's fav singer?
Some high school musical. She's been harping on the CD for quite a while. =D

Would you ever date 4?
She's straight and so am i. The answer is no. haha.

Would you ever date 1?
Haha, as in BGR of cos not. But it's fun going on shopping trips with this girl. After prelims ah, better go out for one last outing den mug again. =)

Is 19 single?
Attached.

Whats number 10's last name?
Phua.

would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
no. Eh, like 70% of the people in my list are girls.

School of no.3 ?
jas is in TJC! =D

Where does 6 live?
Since he plays so much counter strike i'd say he lives in front of the computer.

Whats your fave thing about 5?
He's v niceee guy! Sees me home after an outing regardless of the time unless of course he has something on early the next day.

Have you seen 2 naked before?
Nope.

Who should do this
1) Whoever reads this entry.
2) Just leave me a tag if u intend to do it. =)
3)
4)
5)

2006-09-01T09:35:00.000+08:00

Although u guys dun see me on MSN, i do come online!!

haha. This is sad. Prelims are coming already! But i'm super unprepared esp for math. Just got no motivation leh. The only paper I've tried to do so far (and have successfully completed it) has been the TPJC paper. Cos' it's the easiest. Haha, but when it comes to MJ's paper. I practically detest even lookin at the questions, not to mention trying them. Maybe it's a psychological barrier kinda thing. If this happens for the prelims, i'm dead! =(

2006-08-12T14:10:00.000+08:00

feast ur eyes! haha. =D

2006-08-09T10:46:00.000+08:00

hello! i posted the midi file for identity part II on my blog on the sidebar.

nice not? leave comments on it pls. haha..

2006-08-08T16:25:00.001+08:00

this song at hard mode is siao!!! might be the most difficult song on o2jam! this song is on autoplay, means the computer is playing the song. at 2.40, even the computer cannot handle the speed! much less an ordinary human. lol... anyway, watch in awe. =)

dying to get this song. =x

this guy is really good. ps, if u sian of the song just see the last part. haha. confirm open ur eyes.

another pro one. i sat there waiting for this guy to make a mistake!! i mean confirm miss at least once one rite.

the guy above might just be the best o2jammer in sg. haha.. =D he has great precision!

2006-07-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

Never felt so down before.
Bless us all who have to face judgement on saturday (for those who have to see CTs) and for those who have to see Miss Lai.
Those who have done well, be contented and try even harder next time. Tell me in the face that those grades are bad and I'll just.. be even more depressed. lol.

I can't really remember what I did during the hols. It wasn't all play no study, nor was it a period of time where i spent my days studying like there's no tomorrow. Now's the time to start, gonna be MIA on the net for quite some time due to sucky results and LOTS to catch up on. But hey, it's not like I dunno my work. Didn't do well cos what i studied was very patchy. Bits and pieces here and there. Gotta clarify concepts for econs especially. Math, zz. Haven't been doing well in JC. =/

OFF- Lousy mid year results no more!! For Prelims I'm gonna get at least all Ds or Cs!
I know I can do it! Just gotta work alot harder. =)

2006-07-16T13:32:00.000+08:00

I'm addicted! on o2jam as well as going to the gym. Running on the threadmill is addictive. haha!

I should be revising la! But then again, I have no idea how to do those differential equations questions. help! haha..

2006-07-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

I love playing o2jam!

Though it may seem very childish to be playing such a game at my age, it feels good knowing that u're good at something. Haha, yeah! Anyone game?

2006-07-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

Alright guys, I'm now pretty numb from the F grade I've obtained for the mids. *ahem econs, ahem. As much as I hope that I'd pass Math, I dun wanna be so disappointed when the paper is returned to us because it's not possible!! Shit, Im bloody depressed. lol..

Darn! I didn't want to fail econs because i was surely gonna fail math and I needed a subject to be my backup. But yeah, I didn't manage to pass econs. In fact, I kinda got a realllyyy low grade. It seems as though I've lost all hopes in passing a paper, any paper. While my friends sit there in fear of getting an F though they most likely won't, slowly i await for my paper already knowing that it's going to be an F. It's better knowing that you never tried hard thus end up failing the paper than to know that you tried hard but failed.
I dun wanna compare with others but, I'm very disheartened. Besides, I shouldn't be looking back anymore and I seriously want to know how to improve and do well for prelims. I've already set my target but it seems as though my foundation is very weak. For econs essays, I lack the skills to write a proper essay. Miss Poh told me that! -_- Yes, I'm feeling very dumb right now - 1 and a half years of essay writing and this is the outcome. Math - dun need to say la, gone case. got alot to do. Chem - luckily my chem's not THAT bad yet. =/

Anyway, since majority of our class did badly, we were told to write reflections for the mids. I know that I didn't do enough this time round. Some people claim not to have studied hard but end up with such fantastic results. Now that's bugging me to a great extent. I'm not upset la, just frustrated with myself and my study methods. It's not right!

Enough of these. I just came back on a cruise on Sunday. Haha, it was very enjoyable. I won a Bingo game and got a restaurant voucher for 2. =D Alot of family bonding and it felt great! But of cos i felt guilty cos i didn't do work. Fuck. I'm turning into a nerd already la. Shit. But, that's the way to go for good results.

I'm waiting for the day I finally see A's in my result slip for all 3 subjects.

2006-06-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Day 1 - Chem 3 and Math 1. Lesson learned but died in the process. haha..

Don't say you're done for when you're not. At most, a bad grade would be equivalent to an E for you, i bet. =/ Hais. Pardon me, cos i'm not exactly feeling on top of the world right now.

I am currently trying my best to figure out why my school is trying so hard to kill us all by making us feel all so demoralised after taking our Mid Year paper. Yeah, I've already mentally prepared myself for this after the many rumours passed down from my seniors about the JC2 Mid Years. (And the school's standard on setting papers.) Haha. Anyway back to the topic, it doesn't make us feel effing good about not being able to do well. It will probably show that our standard isn't good enough going by the school's standards but it surely doesn't reflect the standard of the actual A's.. rite? haha. The whole school's going crazy over the difficulty of the paper. One more thing, reverse psychology does not work on everyone so don't assume! haha..

Aiya, actually i'm just making this post to vent some frustrations and say that.. Basically, I dun wan my mid year results back. T.T

2006-06-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

I nearly died laughing.
Ironically, the title of this show is "Do not laugh" for obvious reasons! hahha! ENJOY PEOPLE. Take a break from ur studies, (instead of having a kit kat)watch this! I'm sure you'd be all ready to start studying immediately after this.

Just some background, these Japanese students have to sit in for an english class whereby they watch this Japanese guy try to learn English. If they were to laugh, they would be punished aka whacked HARD by a kendo stick.
Btw, the student who's been punished like a gazillion times looks really cute. =D

2006-06-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

It's amazing how fragile friendships are, depending on the depth of each relationship.
It's easy to befriend someone however, it's also easy to lose the closeness once shared between two parties or even more.

Haha, I suddenly feel like doing my nails and hair so i hope that the A's would quickly be over! But then again, gotta find people to go with me. -_-"
Anyway, concentrate! focus! Still a long way to go.

Wondering if our friendships will last. I really hope that it would. And i will definately make an effort to.

2006-06-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

Life has been tough at home, without a domestic helper around to tidy up the whole place. Haha, gotta endure for another 5 more days and she'll be back! =D

Hmm, i haven't been blogging for ages but i've been visiting other people's blogs though i hardly tag. It seems like everyone's mugging real hard! There's no escape from hitting the books in JC i guess. =p It's the only way to secure a good grade for the A's. (: And then, THE AFTERMATH OF A LEVELS! *goes crazy!* Yeah, tell me 'bout it. Work hard and play hard. I can't wait either! ._.

Actually, looking back at my life, I should have done things that I shouldn't. (Chim eh. haha.. =x) Well, things cannot revert back to its original state anyway. Perhaps, that cost me alot but it's time to live my life to its max! Cherish the people and things around me. :)

The reason why I never blog in detail is because my friends are notified by me in the form of SMS and catching up whenever there's a major event. haha.. That's why i dunno what to blog about here. Basically, most of my close friends are studying for their mids so our plans to play will be pushed back further until after the mids? Maybe even after the A's. Hee.

Vic! One heck of a super busy man. hahha.. Another year older already. Hope you like the gift we gave you. Sorry couldn't stay long for ur birthday celebration but, wished that i could have. =D

2006-06-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

pissed off.
unmotivated.
disorganised.
NEED TO FOCUS!!! haha. that's the key issue.
CONCENTRATE.

i've been telling my students all of these but i myself cannot follow the rules i set.. haha.
i will study from tmr onwards!

2006-05-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

I went through many people's blogs this morning. And i felt the love from people around them through tags and what-nots. Then it got me thinking, I remember asking the people closest to me in class whether they knew if I had a blog. Obviously they didn't know. Haha.. So, this place is getting colder by the minute. I know that they're all studying hard and I've gotta do so too. You might say that we're all individuals and that I can study at my own pace. But, you dun understand the feeling of being compared to others. Because "if others can do it, so can you." But what if we belong to totally different worlds? I dunno, at times that's how i feel.

Sometimes, I really wish that we could be in the same class once again. Of course we're all still in the same school but it makes a hell lot of difference. Being in different classes reduces time we all have together. It's true!! That's why it's so hard to catch up with one another, updating each other on the little details during tutorial breaks or in between lectures. Really, I miss being in S205!! :(

2006-05-27T12:19:00.000+08:00

haha. this video totally changed my opinion of Jolin. at first i thought she was popular by luck, but now.. i believe she's got substance!

2006-05-23T15:10:00.000+08:00

Rainie rocks! haha. =)

2006-05-22T17:04:00.000+08:00

Hopefully this will slap me awake. SO many chapters and so little time left! 36 days till the first paper! I've gotta start studyin for the exams!! ahhh! haha. Don't think i'm gonna flood this post out anytime soon cos it's supposed to serve as a motivator to get me hitting the books. haha..

Mid Year Examinations in MJC 2006 (JC 2 Cohort)

Tuesday 30 May - GP (08 00)
Tuesday 27 June - Chemistry 3 (08 00)
Mathematics 1 (13 00)
Wednesday 28 June - Economics 3 (08 00)
Thursday 29 June - Chemistry 1 & 2 (13 00)
Friday 30 June - Economics 1 (14 30) Crazy sia, 1 hour paper must come back on a FRIDAY afternoon to take. hahaha.
Tuesday 4 July - Mathematics 2 (08 00) Lots of time to study for. Heh..

What's to be tested:

Math (Everything from J1 till Hypothesis Testing)

1. AP, GP
2. Mathematical Induction
3. Integration & Differentiation
4. Permutations and Combinations
5. Probability
6. Trigonometry 1 - 5 & 3D (Extremely Scary Chapter)
7. Vectors 1, 2, 3
8. Complex Numbers 1, 2, 3
9. Statistics (Another chapter to be feared)
-Binomial
-Poisson
-Normal
-Sampling
-Estimation
-Hypothesis Testing
10. Curve Sketching
11. Functions
12. Discrete RV
13. Continuous RV

and many more...

Economics (Whole Syllabus)

1. Central Economics Problem + 2. Market Failure
3. Demand & Supply + 4. Elasticity
5. Market Structure, Labour Market + 6. Cost of Production
7. National Income Accounting + 8. Economic Growth
9. Money & Prices
- Consumer Price Index (monetarists and keynesian view)
- Interest rate determination
- Inflation
10. Theory of Income & Employment
11. International Trade + 12. Balance of Payments + 13. Foreign Exchange
14. Macroeconomic Aim & Policy

Chemistry (J1 & J2 topics excluding Transition Metals)

Physical Chem
1. Atomic Structure
2. Chem Bonding
3. Chem Kinetics
4. Chem Equilibrium
5. Ionic Eqm
6. Thermochem
7. Electrochem
Inorganic Chem
8. Periodic Table, Group II & VII
Organic Chem
1 - 11 Topics
Biochem
10. Protein + 11. Enzyme

Alright i have at least 37 topic to cover in 36 days! Not even including sub topics. =/ .........
Well, here's a little something the chem dept stated on a piece of paper they had given to us a few weeks ago that i thought was quite meaningful.

"Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible, and suddenly you are doing the impossible." -Saint Francis

Good luck all!!! =D

2006-05-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

i'm wanna get Zhang Shao Han's, JJ's, Rainie Yang's latest CD the moment i get money! haha. i think i've been watching too many taiwan variety programmes these days. i heard most of them sing a short paragraph of their songs when they were advertising for the CDs and i just felt like listening to them. =D

hmm, the mid year examinations are around the corner. mr ng, my math tutor said that it's gonna be a tough paper so good luck everyone! haha. gotta mug lots. =/ ahaha! especially my dearest captain who's gonna be in america for TWO whole weeks! sounds fun rite? but, it's going to take strong determination to be able to manage her time well. hope that she'll be able to cope with her studies and whatever she's doing. hehe.. but in the meantime...

time to o2jam. cya!! (:

2006-05-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

i went to bugis with angeline in the evening on thursday. haha. she rebonded her hair. wanna see? =D haha..

2006-05-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

hi guys.

haha. anyone knows what's wrong with friendster? i can't seem to log onto my home page. zz.. i dun feel like blogging again.. =/

2006-05-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to feel so bored, tired of facing homework.

why is it that my brother doesn't have any work to do?
why is it that my family doesn't allow me to keep a pet?
why do i have to spend so much time figuring out the answer to solve a math question?
why is it that i feel so scared of the mid years? especially for math. it's as though i know that i'm gonna be terribily upset once the paper is returned back to me.
why are my friends coping alright with school work and i have so much trouble understanding concepts?
why is jc life like this?

after i'm done with the next few years of education, i'm never gonna hit the books again.
studying is just not for me.

2006-05-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

there are certain blocks of memories which linger in ur mind even after a long period of time. and i was just reminded of one very block. =/ btw ah, why is the tagboard so dead. -_-"

havent studied for chem yet! chionging math now. hais.

2006-05-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

hey guys.

(: its may day today. and my brother's birthday as well. haha.. he got a new phone and on top of that 50 bucks. bahhh. =/

yesterday i went out with wanqi! haha. it was fun. thanks so much for the lunch treat! i thoroughly enjoyed it! it's been such a long time since i had jap food. not forgettin the delicious dango!! love it lots! love u too! =)
we walked through taka and wisma many many times to far east and back. haha. cos after we had lunch we were too full for dango so we went to far east and back for dango. i also bought a stick back home for my brothers. not much reaction from them as usual~ ._.

after that we went over to bugis to meet up with erica and angeline. haha. thanks for the four leaf clover necklace! i'm sure it would bring US good luck for our A's! love u 2 girls! well, i realised that i really really liked the bag (view previous post) at Marina Square. and since they didn't get it for me i went down there again to purchase the larger version of it. and for that i gotta thank my mum lotsss! i was such a brat but she still brought me there and got it for me.

we quickly rushed down after we got the orange pink version of the bag and dad drove us to Noble House for dinner. my aunt, uncle and cousins joined us there as well and we got a private VIP room!! here's the lucky lucky thing, (i think the necklace was already starting to bring me luck. heh.) we reserved a table but they apparently forgot so as compensation they provided us with the special room with a karaoke system! (: haha. and cos of that we actually sang more than we ate. =/
after we ate finished dinner my dad called for the bill and my mum presented me with a surprise gift! (she wrapped it up.) and it was... ... guess la. haha. a frosted pink Nokia 6111! whee!! though the features weren't as good as the 6280 but it definately looked way better! =D for that i had to thank my dad who initiated the whole thing. haha. that rocked!! i'm blessed with GREAT parents and i've learnt to appreciate them under all circumstances. (:

last but not least, i wanna thank all those who wished me a happy birthday via sms, tagboard (err, hahaha. like got none. but whatever la huh.) friendster and email. hurhur. *grins.

2006-04-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

The sports day commotion. Let's hear it yeah. Haha.

Alright, the fun started after my tutorials and out of school all the way till marina square. Angeline and myself didn't know where we wanted to go after school (and in the process, skipped sports day aka colosseum.) So we contemplated between bugis and orchard after which deciding to go to marina square since we haven't been there in a while, plus tingting's recommendation. Haha. We went there for lunch. during lunch, there was a call from Miss Poh. (my civics tutor) I didn't know that it was her or else i wouldn't have picked up the call for goodness sake. She questioned me on why i didn't attend the sports event and wanted to know who else were with me. Then, we instructed me to contact Erica and were told to hurry back to school in half an hour. With that, she hung up almost immediately, leaving us with no time to respond to reality. I called erica and den at first we didn't want to head back down since we were so far from school. Apparently, the rest of the class headed down already. (Darn, we shouldn't have headed down as well. Read on below.)

The situation appeared so grave and that if we were the only ones not there, we might be severely punished, or so we thought. Anyways, Angeline and me carried on window shopping for sometime, enjoying every bit of time we have left. (the stuff there are quite nice.) And then, we left for school at 4pm. On the train, we heard that ms poh wasn't in school and we had thought of goin to tm for a while. However, minutes after we harboured that thought, Erica called to say that the matter had gone up to the PE department already. By the way, mj's PE department has a horrid reputation of being extremely aggressive. In the negative sense. If we weren't in school, we would have to see ms lai on tuesday! Oh nooooooo~ Every students' nightmare. =x

We arrived in school at about 4.45pm and erica was fuming mad cos she thought we weren't gonna dilly dally and take our own sweet time to come back to school. She was really angry.
Well, in the end, we found out that ms poh had already marked our attendence. And the issue was blown this huge becos none of us from S321 bothered to stay back to help each other mark attendence. ...Thanks! =/
Among the huge crowd of j1s were hidden a few j2s. Many j2s ponned but at least one person from each class stayed back to mark the attendence. Hais. So sway sia.

Darn it, i should have stayed at marina square to continue my shopping! :( I really liked the blue bag with flowery prints on it. 30% off!! haha.

2006-04-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

to those who tried to contact me today:

my phone died 3 times today! no i didn't throw my phone on the floor. haha. at least not the first 2 times it died. miraculously, the phone came back to life both times in the morning and during the SDS during pccg period. the 3rd time was purely accidental, it was dropped when i was cheering so enthusiastically for mjc. and cos of that, i was unable to revive my handphone until.. like even now also cannot work. aha. sorry for not answering, replyin ur desperate attempts to reach me. haha. though we were all at tpjc's gallery rite, so near yet so far. couldn't find any of u all. cept for yuujin ber amelia and gang. =/

didnt wanna go home one. but den there was no one that i could find to go out with me. and i couldn't contact anyone so... haha. okay la. gotta run. bah! the poor rose! haha.

2006-04-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

hey all!

well done mjc soccer guys! haha. though it was a really close one with tpjc, we still emerged victorious! (: wah, i've learnt more about the rjc match on monday and gosh, i'm equally pissed along with the rest of the mjcians who were watching the match at teachers' network. but anyway, i sincerely wish mjc soccer guys all the best for the RE-match for i believe that regardless the result of the next match, in my heart, we have already won.

oh ya, ryan i'm terribily sorry! durin the match i left the rose beside my baggie at the gallery and went to join amelia and ber the tpjc gang at the titanic thingy. when i came back after the whole "three cheers - hip hip hurray!" commotion, THE ROSE WAS GONE! AHHH!!! i desperately asked around for the rose but apparently most of them have cleared away and my friends had no clue where it had gone to. :( freak, i wanted to place it in display compartment at the entrance into my humble room. lol.
but i really appreciated it buddy. haha. it must have taken some time for a guy to figure how to form the petals so beautifully. it was nicely done.. nicely! hehe. :) oh, feel free to reply my testimonial while u're at friendster. xD

2006-04-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

i've got no idea what's up with me but, i really feel like expressing my gratitude to my dearest squash captains! (:

it's been a whole year, full of trainings spent together every 1 3 and 4. haha.. it's a part of my jc life now. now that the competitions are over, it seems very weird to know that all these are gonna come to a standstill. we're gonna step down officially as squash seniors after a year spent in squash. of cos, some of us are gonna come back to help out. ahh! it's so difficult to accept the fact that i won't have to attend squash trainings after school and have to go home immediately to mug every single day from now onwards. :(
this is not the life i wanna lead.

anyway, back to my original topic, i love my captains! haha. throughout the past year, they have always been encouraging us and enduring with us. be it during squash trainings, physical trainings or our school work! hahahaha. those tests and exams that we could never seem to pass. (until the promos. =x) heh. love u guys.

2006-04-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

mj vs tj soccer match! haha, i realised that i highlight only a few major events in my blog. be honoured! or rather, my life is pretty much boring. :)

4 - 2. it's not too bad la.but, of cos we had higher expectations. though the first 3 goals were scored by us in a mere 20 minutes into the game. heh! haha. jiayou guys! make it to the finals! win and we get a day off school! =D
all the sports ccas are now goin off for their various inter school tournaments, so.. best of luck mjc sports! haha.. oh ya, i freaking hell passed my CHEM PAPER WITH AN A LEVEL PASS! omgomgomg. hahahah. 40% of my class people managed to pass, including me. lol. my first step to.. success. ahh~ i can taste the fruits of my labour already. lol. xD

tmr it's erica's birthdayyy! :)

2006-04-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

today we played against rjc.

haha, indeed they are a mix of beauty and brains! haha. at least i think so la. when i first reached the yck stadium, they were already there warming up. as i watched them warm up, i felt as though i could just sit there and watch them squash for eternity! haha. cos for one thing, the squash ball never dies. when they play ah, the ball gets saved over and over again no matter how lousy the position of it. in our minds, we keep on thinking that there's no way the ball can be picked up from such an angle. but they can somehow weave magic with their rackets and bounce the ball back to life. it's so cool! they're really goooooodd. =D